how many personality layers do you have?

so hard to be even hounest with yourself...its even harder to find someone who is man enough to tell you the treuth about you...its hard to learn our not so good qualities..but wouldn't it be great if we learn from our mistakes

It took me a year to decide what I want!!!it ususally is very hard for me to decide fast..and now I can say with 95% confidance interval that I am know what I want in terms of job situation...It has become clear now...I mean my priorites in life..I want a job here in Toronto..not becaus of its wonderful weather!!!!but because of my family and my friends..I think life is too short to be spending it without my loved ones..although I am a very ambitious person but I think down the road when I am 60 years old, I want to be satisfied with my life..I review the senario of going outside of Toronto several times but then at the end I got the conclusion that even if I get alot of money, whats the use if I can't spend it with the people I would rather be with..I guess that analogy is true for the girls who have jobs but get married and move with their husbands to another city..I am begining to realize that this is not the sign of being passive, its the priority issue...would you rather be misrable and have alot of money or have enough money and be happy..I for sure like the second choice..

TIMING IS NEVER RIGHT!!!either I am too young or too old or too slim or...I heard this sentance yesterday from two people I think there might be something coming up and finally I walk pass this fog of uncertainty and everthing becomes as clear as when the subway comes into the open parts of the stations..have you ever notice the first light arrays when you are going with that speed?...I need that..here is the sentance..I will get my balance..my inner peace when I know why am I here, in this world..well it has been mankind's questions since ever I guess..but seriously I have been searching for my reason in being here for a while now..and still trying to find out what's my contribution in this world..but its like as if what I thought is not where I should be..it kinda funny..the arrows don't show the the exact pass..its a range..does it make sence?

Steve: there are always two question when you talk to someone..what so and so what..:)
Junior_Engineer:really?oh you are hiring..well my friend is working at the formation at Genpharm and has same back ground as I
Steve:so what??he is not going to draw the link..you should..
I am so lucky to have met with some one like steve..he is a great adviser:)

I'm with you, Avril Lavigne

I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
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I think my biggest fear in life is asking for help!!I feel so bad that I would rather die and not to ask for help..I feel I have invaded someone's life if I take their time and if they put time to help me..any analogies?so I can logically solve this?

For you with love and respect:)



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